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Beach Hippie's avatar

The powers that be do most of their plotting out in the open I'm afraid. It's just said euphemistic language and put down in writing in legalese. I mean most of the world is sitting in Plato's cave. Most anyone can decipher what they are saying and doing if they are curious, but when you go to tell someone they'll be rolling their eyes before you can finish and demand you get back to staring at the shadows dancing on the cave wall.

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

“And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music”

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Jo Waller's avatar

PS I'm not sure that even i could eat vegan food without dollopings of soy sauce x

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Hahahaha! Yes, that part is the hardest. Hands down.

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Jo Waller's avatar

Thank you Tonika and thinking of you xxx

Yes, indications that someone has signed up for Klaus' vague though surely evil agenda to “together shape a future that works for all by putting people first, empowering them and constantly reminding ourselves that all of these new technologies are first and foremost tools made by people for people." range from donning an orthopaedic boot to starting a paedophile ring. It obviously includes anyone and everyone who has ever been to or spoken at Davos.

Health freedom have included in the alleged cabal the masons and scientologists, who signal to each other with one eye or tented fingers (I know that Russel Brand has to sit on his hands in case he accidentally starts a war) for fun and to relieve the boredom. In dull meetings we also used to see how many Abba song titles we could slip into our reports.

It's also lots of fun for health freedom at a loose end to trawl the net and spot celebs 'throwing up the moose'. Is this a sign that they're planning to steal our money so we can't buy their memoirs or worse, to thin out the population? Or is it for clicks,profit and publicity?

Do actors generally yearn for smaller audiences or bigger ones?

🐒

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Hi Jo! Thank you for keeping me in your thoughts.

I responded to your post, so I won’t go on here. But I had forgotten to add this observation in my stack which I’ll do now:

When I was doing theatre, the hardest job always fell on the stage manager. They had to organize and keep all moving parts running like a ballet, both in and off stage. And this is with all participants actively knowing what the end goal is. We would get the opportunity night, after night, to get it just right, but the thing about live theatre that makes it exciting is that you never know what to expect. Now, imagine scaling that up on a global level. How on earth does it all work without tipping everyone off eventually?

Having said all this, I still think there’s a cabal at work. I just don’t think they’re as capable or as improvisational as we give them credit for.

I obviously oscillate on this issue a lot. 😂

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Jo Waller's avatar

I don't think it's a cabal, i think it's a cartel. They mostly agree, with slight differences eg war with Russia or China, or making money from producing ridiculously large electric cars rather than from enormous petrol cars.

The script is written by experts at the MIC and is given to politicians and media owners who financially benefit from reading it correctly. The propaganda is very effective as most people don't even hear it as such. It is also repeated over and over. Eg Putin's 'unprovoked full scale invasion' 'safe and effective'.

Occasionally some actors appear to go off script and eg speak out for Gaza, but this may be just releasing the pressure a bit.

Parts of the script are also written, and read by people who financially benefit, to lead people off on a goose chase, to misdirect audience attention, to distract from how industry and the profits of the cartel are affecting the planet.

You don't need a stage manager when interests (the bottom line) converge.

🙏🏽

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

That’s very true. Aligned incentives and the almighty buck are powerful forces. But the dollar is crashing and the cans have been kicked down the roads til there is no more road left. This feels different. Which is why I’m starting to lean into cabal. Especially as it would appear many occult fractions have been meddling into higher powers for a long time. Or, more accurately, higher powers have been meddling into gnostic practices. It’s hard to examen that which is outside of the scope of one’s understanding so I have to approach it through a set of simple questions and of course, listen to others whose scope of understanding might be different than mine. Curiosity is damn appealing tho! So I keep at it!

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Jo Waller's avatar

The dollar is crashing as though the propaganda machine may be an expert, the military machine is a total twit.

The US and the mighty buck may be going down but BRICS and the yuan is rising and rising. Another reason I can't believe in a global cabal. Unless the cabal is actually the Global Majority lifting millions out of poverty!

Yes, I like your attitude - listening and staying open

xxx

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Angela's avatar

Hi,

I wish you all the very best!!

And the relaxedness and confidence to really sense what serves and heals you most... My mom did a form of diet without any effect except that she suffered psychologically, on top...

I assume freeing oneself is individual. There might be just as many ways as there are people. But I do not know. Maybe, it is all about doing what one really is convinced of in order to not have to regret in the end. Who knows.

Your question is great:

Michel Warden mentioned the "spiritual" dimension to it. Never underestimate the evil.

I dare ask: do you really want anybody with knowledge or assumptions to overtly inform AI about there being someone to know? Sure he'd be targeted next....

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

I didn’t think about the consequences, but I figure we’re better off talking about it than not even if they know we know. It’s gonna get harder to talk about anything the more we stay silent.

Thank you for the good wishes. I think you put your finger on something there with doing what you won’t forget because you believed in it. I also happen to think that you’re more likely to succeed if you believe in it as well.

And I agree with Michael that there might be some kind of underlying “force”. We can call it evil and it might be just as straight forward, but it also can be the conditioning of us losing our way as a society.

But my question was more practical in regards to the mechanics of communication. I do think orders are being doled out on some level. Not everything can happen telepathically, it’s too broad and vague. I’m asking about the nitty gritty of how the psychopaths communicate. And the reason I find the answers often unsatisfactory is because I think the entire world is watching and the sleuths would connect the dots fast.

But I do agree with you and Michael about the underlying source in general.

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Angela's avatar

hm, to me it is not an abstract force or concept. I know what I am talking about being targeted. From what you write I think you do not.... It is used, deliberately, consequently, systematically. Telepathy is part of the communication though I guess (not more than that!) the organsiations use coded language and usual means of communication as well. Have you seen/read about or spoken to people who have escaped the well-organised world-spanning networks of s..? Those who have been programmend, conditioned, numbers and symbols such as a butterfly or numbers or the gay-flag being the triggers? Things like that?

Michael wrote about it and those who know understand more of it. The constitutional forces in the networks deliberately creating psychopaths to my estimation go together with them communcating in ways not describable to those who have no experience of dealing with such forces, techniques and "energies".

On the social level, to me there is not much to be added to Michael's description. But I recon, those who have an idea what he is writing about understand it more deeply. Those who don't, read it and do not see the depth of the answer even if it is in front of them.. The same, to my oppinion, holds true for all the other symbols. Solely, the 6-colour flag used as symbol for sexual tolerance at many supermarkets in Germany, is said to be a symbol within s... it triggers those who are victims. But the public does not recognise. How can you tell there is something true about it? There is no whatsoever information online as to this symbol... Why not? Might be the AI reads out all the possible info and it is deleted rightaway. Let's see whether I encounter the next private catastrophe soon(er or later) or whether the comment is being deleted one or the other way.. I am serious, not joking...

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

You’re right, I don’t think I’m being directly targeted, so I don’t know what I’m talking about. Or maybe I don’t know if I’m being targeted so I haven’t put two and two together yet. I believe in fair amount of woo woo, including that energy can heal. So I suppose, by that rational, I also believe that energy can damage.

I think symbology plays a part in social engendering, although I don’t claim to know what specific symbols or if I suspect particular ones, I don’t know what specifically they mean. I see that censorship is definitely revving up and AI surely will help pinpoint the dissenters with much better accuracy or speed, but we’re still rather creative, is humans, and we will prevail. Michael calls it “complex theory” but I’ve always referred to it as simply believing that nature balances itself so good prevails because it is life affirming; evil fails because it is not sustaining. That’s my surface level understanding anyway. :)

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Barbara Sinclair's avatar

P.S. I LOVE the Moose story so much!! I had a real one in my front yard last summer. :) 🫎

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Did you write about the moose?!!

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Helen's avatar

I'm going with the decrepit Rothschild all alone in a room somewhere, because it made me laugh so much. Besides that, I could do some research and ask the Mayor of Bristol how he talks to his Evil Overlords. He might be so surprised he lets the truth slip out?

All the very very best for your treatment, Tonika, and come through it all in a better place. I'll be thinking of you. xxx

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Many thanks, Helen! So far so good!

If you do ask the Bristol mayor about his overlords, tell him Moloch eats the Mandarins in the end anyway. And they’ll even pair him with a nice glass of Chianti.

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Helen's avatar

I might just do that. Funny that all the Mandarins don't seem to get this.

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Barbara Sinclair's avatar

Good we can laugh at the insanity, don't you think? Laughter heals... :) I'm so far down on that rung that I surely don't have the answers.

Sending you so much healing LOVE, Tonika. Your Substack family is no doubt wrapping you in loving arms. I'll bet that sun can't wait to start shining down on you. We've got a snowstorm headed our way... XOXOXO

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Yes, a friend just send me a picture of snow in Chicago! The sun sure has been smiling every day I’ve been in TJ! And yes on laughter!! My moon and I have been laughing so hard while here. I thought it was tensión relief as I’m sure the pressure valve of the last two months has been finally released, but it has us feeling so light and happy!!

Feeling all the love and care. How lucky am I?!? Truly a wonderful feeling!

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Con/Jur/d's avatar

O I do. The nature of the narrative is that it is machine like, certain people will (as long as the story, language remains the same) naturally fall into an assigned role, which is why the american justice, the revenge plots, the triumphalism all need to radically change. It's not enough to arrest type X for X crimes against humanity, the entire story that allowed for the creation of X needs to be changed. It's why we don't get healthcare or guaranteed housing or tax breaks for local non industrial farms, as long as we're grinding, being forced to participate in the narrative, nothing needs to change, and that5 kind of brutalism will always produce survivors who will easily fit into villain rolls;-)

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

I’m such a hippie but I do believe in the inherent goodness of men. I think we are going through a transformation as a species. And I want to be around for it. I want to be around for what could be the greatest love story of human kind. Why not?

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37's avatar

Hey T,

Some interesting comments in here. At the end of the day, the short answer to this is that they do not have to.

EVERYTHING has to do with control. Upon having rigged all the systems, financial, governmental, legal/judicial, education/media, technological, etc. etc. They've been playing the long game for centuries. The thought that it cannot run apart from any single one or more of them is ridiculous.

I thought that, over time, my free time, I'd try to put up a brief set of explanatory pieces explaining how it all runs.

At the end of the day however, it's all organized from the top down, and that top is the banking/financial SYSTEM, and a SYSTEM designed to control it is.

There's planning at the micro levels, like the WEF, whose participants are mere pawns in the grasp of the owners of the Central Banking System, the owners of the Federal Reserve and the B.I.S. under which the Fed and all of the other sister orgs in other countries sits.

I'd write more here, but it's a complex topic that really takes some serious time to understand due to the understanding of how the world is organized, and how long that would take.

That's why the legendary "Octopus" cartoon of the Fed was created.

https://williamdudleybass.com/untangling-the-octopus/cartoon-02_federal_reserve_1912_coming_money_trust

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

I know we started to talk about this last year and barely scratched the surface. I think when I get back, we have to do that catch up phone call. We just have to. It’s on me. I’ll make it happen. You have connected a lot of dots.

I think I’ve done a fair amount of research into the topics you’ve mentioned before. I’m better suited to understand some of your connections.

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37's avatar

My thoughts exactly on the phonecon.

Get well!! You know where to find me. LOL

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Mathew Crawford's avatar

I read most of this last night, but got distracted by the amusing time traveling video discussion. I didn't see Donnie Darko coming. Amusing. I suspect "time traveler" is a way to gloss over "we prepared this for a long time, suckers."

I have you have a special journey.

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Thanks for taking the time to go down a fun rabbit hole! And yes, day two of treatment and feeling goooooooood!

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Mathew Crawford's avatar

Glad you're feeling good! And glad that you prepared. You're amazing!

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Sane Francisco's avatar

Great post, Tonika. I’m going to think of some signs.👌🏾

In the meantime, here’s a sign 🪧 which means I’m sending love and fortitude... just give that C the boot in Mexico. You got this! ✨🇲🇽 🥾

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Hell yeah!! 👊 🙏 💪

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Tavvy's avatar

The boot club? I think this time "they's jus' fuckin' wit' ya". For sure the one-eye gesture, and "the devil's handsign" for that matter, signified alliegance to a club, but this gesture, if that's what it is, is too obtuse to fit with the above. Maybe a more individual self-humiliating/abasement gesture. Really though, this is not the kind of food your mind needs to be snacking on (right now). On that note, the joking salad picture gave me a chuckle. And two months without a real meal, you poor dear. No salt is a bit extreme though. I don´t do table salt, but see sea salt as marine minerals. Did you know that with just a little attention, to do with sterility more than anything else, seawater can be used as a blood transfusion substitute? Its composition is that close to that of our blood.

So, some more sats in your hat, though I wish I was flush enough to drop a bit in your bonnet.

I take my hat off to your jumping and trusting that you'll be borne by things out of your control. Brava

Have a great Gerson

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Haha! Having great Gerson, indeed!

The sats go a long way, much appreciated!

I did not know that about sea water. Huh! Very interesting. Yeah, the salt thing is tough. Good for you to not do the table salt. Pure poison!

I love the “ jumping off and trusting that you’ll be born by things out of your control.” Pure poetry. Captures my sentiment exquisitely.

As far as the boot club… yeah, I know, I’m mostly staying away from cabal conversations. Keeping my worldview as lighthearted as possible, given the circumstance. But I also find it entertaining in the “emperor’s clothes” kinda way. However, my indoor about how they communicate still stands.

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Jennifer974's avatar

Always in my thoughts, my heart and my prayers. Good luck for your treatment ! xx

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Mersi bocoup, dear Jen! 🙏 blessings!

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Jennifer974's avatar

En français!! Bravo, Ton!!! Blessings xx

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Sharon K's avatar

There's a writer's version of Throwing Up The Moose. I know of one who used to write a lot of radio drama and when doing, say, a six part series, over about six to eight days he set puzzles hidden in the script. Often he had all his characters' surnames with a common denominator and would invite everyone to find what it was. One time it was brewers (makes sense since he loved his beer) and another puzzle was a song title hidden in every episode . He'd then challenge the whole company (actors and tech crew) to come up with the solution. First one to get it won a prize. Usually a case of beer funnily enough, though no-one ever got the brewers one so he had to drink the beer himself! Hope it all goes will in Tijuana.

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

I love how clever that is! I wrote a show once and created scavenger hunts for free tickets around the city. Some of the marketing for the show turned out better than the site itself. 😂

Thanks for the good wishes! So far so good! Day one of treatment ✅!

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Daisy Moses Chief Crackpot's avatar

ha ha I think that's that's kinda like the ol' Raccoon Lodge signin' Ralph & Norton gave each other on the Honeymooners! (a tee-riffic old comedy show with great ensemble actin'--worth a look-see if ya don't know it) --- I myself never threw up a Moose (not even a chocolate Mousse -- though had Rosemary done that she wouldn't a had that "baby!"--ha, but I digress). Yup we both had shows whar trippin' up would be a game--the banana in the drawer whar the knife should'a been, the photo of the monkey on the "letter" -- all never seen by the audience natch!

As fer how they communicate--I think that since Killary got caught with her pants down with that server in the loo, an' since pizzagate they likely have burner phones when it comes to meetin's an' other sich stuff--or secure stand-alone 'puters runnin' some souped up version of Linux--not rocket science. If usin' "social mee-dia" they signal but that's fer simple stuff--like a glove 'er a card from the deck (Mister Hank(s)-ie duz that an' also uses bespoke handkerchiefs!). Conferences are likely done on local servers, recordin's of 'em encrypted on thumb drives 'cept the ones they want us ta know about--them war games that tip us off ta what's planned next.. Hate ta say it but that angle for them--communicatin'--is EASY-- More'n once I wrote about gettin' good-guy-n'-gal hackers ta "break up" their conferences, war games, Ieeeee connections, meetin's etc by screwin' with connections an' trashin' their power "pernts" but that is sooooo far from my wheelhouse-- fer sure they'ze dependent on tech tho'--it all could be brought down but as Sabrina Wallace sez "those are jobs folks"

So quotin' one'a the pieces I wrote 'bout that:

https://thcsofdaisymoses.substack.com/p/these-are-jobs-folks

A few excerpts of my thoughts on stoppin' them communicatin' with each other AND designin' our kill boxes...

"SO you mostly young tech-a-matic morons (no matter how schmart you THINK y’are)....

Stop PROGRAMMIN’ an’ CREATIN’ software (an’ hardware) that monitors-nay-controls our health, lives, decisions an’ every move we make! also every breath we take! (sorry phil) Whuther it’s CBDC platforms ‘er “KILL SWITCHES” fer cars...all’ve it—any of it! Stop!!!!

Stop WATCHIN’ screens an’ monitors that SPY on folks, their bodily functions (oh yes indeedy they do this), their vital signs, even if they take their meds! their phone calls via STINGRAY an’ others…

Stop GANGSTALKING private citizens via job programs like Signature Reduction Force an’ others sponsored by the DOD /Army

Stop cyber-supportin’ ALL TRAFFICKING operations! I’m talkin’ ‘bout the elite “Finders” clubs an’ many other “secret” UNDERGROUND OPERATIONS that run from military bases to beneath Walmarts to the White House involvin’ every branche of our deranged gubbamint AND the “Alphabets.” This is not just CHILD traffickin’ but ORGAN, DRUG, WEAPONS, MONEY LAUNDERIN’ & beyond! I’m talkin’ bout the folks that facilitate these “businesses” with both cyber surveillance systems (protection fer the traffickers) AND cyber security systems programmed to funnel laundered funds, humans, drugs, weapons (bioweapons!) an’ all other fishy stuff smoothly an’ efficiently from suppliers to “buyers.”

Stop DESIGNIN’ spyware that is in every cell phone, computer, an’ SMART DEVICE (yer LED lights even! yer FitBit, yer phone, yer gol-durned blender!) that gives every real live human a reason to be more ‘n paranoid

Stop IMPROVING our KILL BOXES with tech that sends out body-harmful signals where folks live an’ work. Cuz yes Virginia, there is a SATAN (real or conceptual) an’ he WANTS US DEAD. Now “Satan” doesn’t just inform the doity doin’s of the Mistah Globals an’ Illuminatti Puppet Meisters— He takes the form (no shape shifin’ needed—but shifty he iz!) of an ordinary dude in Vans an’ some “Killer Clown” t-shirt, vapin’ an’ suckin’ down Red BULL an’ figgerin’ out ways to bathe us all in EMFs, sprinkle us with flesh-eatin’ bioweapons, an’ nail us into our home-coffins (or city/shitty coffins!) with DAWs (not just cut n’ burn MaoWhee style but with DAW lasers aimed right at our ever-lovin’ brains!). MAKIN’ FOLKS dwell in their own kill boxes—all via more tech than’d fill the Pyramid of “Geezer!”

AND SO ON... (I went on with other idears at the "jobs folks")--but my drift is--the SAME folks that are craftin' our diggy-tale HELL on EARTH daily are indeed the same TechWeenies that ALLOW the CABAL to COMMUNICATE--it's all "cyberworld" JOBS... so we gotta go after those young'uns an' convince 'em that ruinin' life for all humans just ta git free lattes delivered an' some explodin' EV scooter as a perk ain't worth it...

AS for signalin'--specific ta the Moose Call (Lodge Signs) of course but that's not truly communicatin' -- love the foot boot tho'--oh an' raccoon / panda eyes one OR two is Adrenochrome--that's a whole trope. So signalin' is fer two reasons--one is they have to signal to the cabal they are "with 'em"--whuther it's The Donald (Jesuit dude) or like every lousy viddeyo twerkin' "star" 'er rapper dude or Hollyweird "actor" (in quotes cuz I don't know whut's actin' any more!)--they have to signal humiliation--men in tutus, ladies half nekked--that's signalin' fer the cabal / illuminati stuff--but not really conveyin' a message (das Boot has gotta be humiliation--crutches, bandages too I've seen). Meanin' is understood...

Trippin' 'em up by scramblin' their signals (not just the signalin' part but their actual messagin') could indeed work... but I do think their day-to-day exchanges are purdy basic an' not in code--an' they save their "Racooon Lodge"-like antics fer Bohemian Grove an' other dark spots all over Your-Up!

Anywhoo--thems my 2 cents plain onnit--

Tonika, I'm sendin' ya blessin's an' healin' moose-ical vibrations & xos an' mighty good wishes fer yer journey there--may the healers do ya right an' may ya be spared any discomforts in the process (eatin' vegan alone fer me would be a supreme discomfort but I know yer doin' all ya kin ta help yerself an' it's worth all the temporary sacrifices in "creature comforts") for ya. Bein' no fan of tech, I'll say that at least may it afford ya time ta connect with yer fambly durin' your treatments--one savin' grace as I know how hard it must be to be away from yer kids an' loved ones.

Signin' off with a Moose Call! an' with hopes fer days ahead where we all kin "Throw up the Moose" in fun an' trod them boards again' without steppin' in moose droppin's!

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Hear, hear!! There’s that Daisy rant! Before I go off to reading that stack link, lemme just say thank you, first of all, for all the wonderful wishes, also say that, yes, I know The Honeymooners, although perhaps I should watch it with new eyes; and lastly, I wanna tell you an anecdote that a fellow thespian would like: I did a play about Vincent van Gough once and I thought it be funny if I hide silicone ears throughout the set. There was about a dozen in all kinds of nooks and crannies. And the two main actors could not hold their shit together every time they’d find one, it absolutely ruined the show. 😂

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Daisy Moses Chief Crackpot's avatar

ha ha, oh my, I love the silicone ears tale--like it's the one he cut off come back ta haunt the entire show--an' a DOZEN! yup, I bet'cha anybuddy would find it hard not ta crack! It yer a fan of the ol' Carol Burnett show (I'm'a huge one! those are some'a the most hoot-worthy skits ever!)--go watch how many times either Carol or Harvey Korman just 'bout lose it when Tim Conway duz his "The Oldest Man" schtick--half the fun is watchin' those two try NOT to crack up! (An' a few times Tim jus' bout cracked up his-self!") Glad ya know the Honeymooners--I grew up on "reruns" an' I think that show def. deserves multiple viewin's (I use my girls as an excuse!)--Alice was so sharp with the witty combacks, jus' loved her spunk--half the size of Ralph but he found his match--an' Norton--Art Carney wuz so great at physical comedy--all great stuff an' of course there wuz a lotta Moose Callin' too!

So yup, I too 've been thinkin' about how "zey" not only communicate but control an' war game--I'm so non tecchy it ain't even funny--but there are many who know how ta "hack 'em at the knees!" (software-wise at least! tho' they surely deserve worse...)

Glad folks mentioned couriers too! I used ta fly free ta YourUp bein' one (Bonded!)--takin' all manner of bizness packets an' deliverin' 'em--free plane fare! (Them days are long gone sadly--that an' my ol' eurail passes too!) But yup, tho' ordinary drama students ain't gonna git gigs like that now--I'm sure they're usin' spendy high fallutin' sirVICES ta git their top secret hanky panky dossiers an' blackmail packets delivered)

Sendin' more healin' vibes an' a Tijuana Taxi yer way!

https://youtu.be/iWEpI88P_do

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

I meant to tell you that I’ve listen to Tijuana Taxi a few dozen times now. It has become a bit of anthem for me while staying here.

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Daisy Moses Chief Crackpot's avatar

ha! wull it's a good'un, right? one'a them perky tunes but it's also got gen-u-inely good musicians an' the wacky sound effects ta boot! So, ya know there's a Scopitone too-- it's AWESOME!

(wish the quality of the copy wuz better but enjoy it!!!!) here ya go:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7aTO_PWxmuY

ps I love the choreo!!!!

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

That’s fantastic!

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jacquelyn sauriol's avatar

Don't forget about fenbendazole. Vets use it all the time.

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

I finished a two week intensive protocol with FenBen thanks to a reader who was generous enough to send me some. Zero side effects. I haven’t done any testing to know if it has had effect but my tumor is still palpable. The proton calls for a two weeks on, one week off, but it’ll have to be three weeks off while I’m doing this other treatment in Tijuana.

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jacquelyn sauriol's avatar

From all I have read, I bet it has already helped. You are not alone spiritually on this journey, thinking of you from Oregon.

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Visceral Adventure's avatar

Thank you for keeping me in your thoughts! I think the protocol has helped too.

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